trying to get by with 50% income loss and trying to keep up with fees and expenses that never stopped that include business related but not covered by the ppp guidelines, and to add cherry on top, my landlord just raised rent by a few hundred dollars. i don't want to be in even more trouble if i take this money. returning it is one thing.. but then the fines, prison threats etc from unemployment office .. so much anxiety. our ability to create income stopped, but the rest of the world including the bills/expenses did not stop. how does that work?